Oh damn

Oh damn, my computer's still pretty fucked up. And yes I use that word because it is the only one that seems to fit o.o;;
But seriously. Okay, I've got the lame 'Installing' thing everytime I open Word Document. Really uncool...perhaps I said that in my last post.
Anyways!! My art program, Paint Tool SAI wonderfully works magic. No 'Installing' thingy, just opens straight away :D ...at least when I'm opening a FILE!! I can't open it by clicking the 'start-sai' button =.=;;
Also!! I just found out a few minutes ago, but I can't save my already saved files. As in, if I edit something in one of my pictures, it won't allow me to save it =.=;; Unless I make a new file that is. That's why my new file worked. Also, the program won't save my colours D: So, not only is all my past colours I saved there gone (from before the whole virus fiasco), but I can't put NEW colours in there D: D: D: D: Really lame...
So, I probably won't be doing any new pictures STILL. Also, there's the fact I have a lack of inspiration lolz...I should really finish that picture I owe someone eheh...

Aside from that, I've been going into a Twilight stage o.o;;; No, I'm not totally obsessed over it like what happened in D.Gray-man and Tales of the Abyss and stuff. I just like Alec 8D or, more specifically, ALEC'S ACTOR!!...I talked about this in my last post...But hey, my last post was like...2 days ago. Eheh..
But, Alec is like...a very not known character since he barely appears D: D: D: And all my fanfictions on him are either, sibling stuff with Jane (of course),...fanfics on Alec and BELLA (okay, how did people think of this...? >.>), and then there's fanfics of Alec and RENESMEE!! DUDE!! That's even FREAKIER. Like seriously. There was no talking or whatever whatsoever between them o.o;; ...And then there was also this Alec and Jacob fanfic -shivers- Even though I like them both, I can't see them together D: There goes my 'two guys I like, I like together too' thingy lol...
Oh, and then there are the AlecxOC fanfics!! Okay, out of the...only 5 that there are I believe, only two seemed to be worth alright in my tastes.

The first one I read was some vampire that's about 50yrs old blah blah blah, and suddenly, Alec is courting her o.o I thought that went a little too fast.
The second one I read was a girl who is transformed by a random vampire. Then, she runs off to the Cullens. The Volturi come for her, and it just so happens that Alec finds that she's his mate o.o I thought only shape-shifters did that with the whole 'imprinting' thing. Vampires just...find mates o.o Like as in Edward and Bella's thing, it was cause Bella's blood smelled good. And that Bella became obsessed with him -shakes head- There's also the fact that the Cullens easily welcomed Alec into the 'family' whether it be cause the OC likes him a lot, or that he didn't actually HURT them (unlike Jane). Aside from that, the OC should still be young, and I don't think she's biologically 16 yet, and that she has her license. So, how come she gets a car? o.o
The third one....mmmm, it's alright. It's about some random human OC who gets kidnapped and brought to the Volturi so she can have sex with a vampire (here it is Alec) so then they can make some halflings. It's actually not that bad of a story.
The fourth one only has three chapters, so I can't really say that much on it. It's not bad, but I don't find it that good either since the plot isn't really dwelled in as of yet.
The fifth one is...kinda mary-sue. I mean, Alec and Jane not evil? Them being 18yr olds? The two things that made them unique was their super awesome powers (it's surprising how I've never read anything like those powers they have in any story I've read. It's completely out of the blue and is so cool!) and that they're still really young. That author just threw that uniqueness out the window. And also, there's the fact that the OC has EVERY power IMAGINABLE. Ehhhhh, not that realistic.

Of course, I didn't actually READ ALL the chapters for all the stories, so I guess my opinion doesn't count TOO much. Or at all o.o Yeah, not at all but I'm just saying what's on my mind...I can so picture me being flamed at. But hey, this is blogspot. No one knows who I am here 8D

Aside from those fanfic wonders, there's the fact that Alec and Jane's actors are pretty old o.o And yes, lots of controversy on Dakota being too old to play Jane but then...what happened to the controversy of Cameron playing Alec? o.o I mean, he's OLDER than Dakota. Is it cause you see more Jane rather than Alec? Which is true but, still. And because of that, I really can't picture Alec and Jane being...11-13yrs old o.o They're supposed to be really, but not too young (or they'd be called 'Immortal Children') so around 11-13 I guess. But, Alec is so old in the film, not that I mind or anything <3
So, I can only really picture them as 14yr olds o.o That's the number I HAVE to take. But now, everytime I think of Alec, it ends up being Cameron eheh...not my fault they picked a cute actor (which I admit, is one of the FEW actors I like in the films...though it would be better if he was younger)

So, I can't really found that many Alec fanfics D: All those darn fangirls are too busy swooning over Edward and Jacob -sigh- They're the ones that already have a canon relationship...though the only Jacob and Renesmee thing is pretty farfetched.
So, I've been making my own story with my own OC and Alec together <3 Hopefully, it won't be mary-sue...heck, she already is parshly mary-sue -sigh-
Anyways, her name is Cassandra. No last name, either that she'll never say it, doesn't have one...I think those are the only two options.
She HATES being called Cassandra cause of someone in her -ahem- past. Won't dabble into it too much.
She's 3/4 vampire and 1/4 human which is why she has 'ice blue' eyes. Dunno her hair colour as of yet though. Perhaps black. Since she's morely of the vampire side, she still grows, but rather than grow at an accelerated state, she grows at a VERY slow rate. I don't get how halflings grow faster, and the fact they have a faster heartbeat than humans. If they're part vampire, the heartbeats should be SLOWER.
So yeah, she grows really slow. As of, 4yrs biologically, is 1yr physically. At the moment (2006), she is physically 13. Two more years and she'll be physically 14. Unlike halflings who's growth ends all 17, hers will continue until the age her mother was when she gave birth. So, that is pretty mary-sue.
She has two powers (MARY-SUE). Cyrokinesis, and Photokinesis. Cyrokinesis is that ability to control ice, so it's a physical ability, which would be useful to the Volturi since then, she can attack Bella. Photokinesis is the ability to control light. At the beginning, she didn't know she had that power at all. The only thing that hints at this power is that she doesn't shine or sparkle or anything in the light (which is totally Mary-sue too). It's because the Photokinesis is blending the light, so it looks like she's not shining, but in actual, she is still shining or whatever. It's physical too so Bella wouldn't be able to affect that power at all either. So the Photokinesis is subconscious, and the ability to walk to broad daylight without combusting I MEAN SPARKLING is pretty useful.
So yeah, pretty mary-sue.
Personality...personality. She's pretty much your typical punk. She swears, hits people, back talks etc etc. She wasn't always like that though. Much more reserved when she was younger, but hey, having a slow growth rate won't really help with that. She does act more...shy around Alec though. It's because she met him one time when she was physically 8. Just a random encounter really, but he help her so she got a small crush on him. But she'll still be rude to him too.
Others others. Well, she's currently being chased. Her whole life, she's been chased by him. And since she's part human, she needs to sleep. So, it's quite useful she's got photokinesis because she sleeps for a few hours in the BROAD DAYLIGHT so he can't get her.

I think that's all really. I'll try to make her as un-mary-sue as possible. But there's also the chance I might not write the story. Like what happened to my D.Gray-man one. Oh, and I haven't updated my Tales of the Abyss one either lol...So awful I am.

On a side note, has anyone noticed that all the vampires AREN'T asian D: So uncool >.< Well, in the movie, I guess it would be better since pretty much everyone has to wear contacts. And with our eyes, kinda hard at the beginning...like ME!! I still can't put on eye contacts!! Though some of my friends can. Though one friend has LARGE eyes for an asian!! -shakes head- She so looks like a mix, but she ISN'T O.O;;


ASIDE from Twilight, I talked to Sam yesterday~Forgot why though...-shakes head- Aside aside from that, I talked to Keith o.o I haven't talked to him since...a month maybe? No, probably more -shrugs- He hasn't come to Church Friday thingys for some time now. The only reason I talked to him was cause I was talking to Sam, then he and his dad came over, probably to tell Sam they're going. So, I started talking to Keith. I swear, if Nathaniel didn't come over and start a conversation (seeing as his friends were all gone too) it would've been real awkward between us o.o And now I'm 100% SURE Keith dislikes anime~!!! Which means, he's freaked by me now that he knows I like it :D :D :D Why else would I be talking to Sam though, seriously. And I never knew Korea was like the dagger to Japan o.o The flight between the two is about 2 and a half hours, so Sam and Keith's dad says. I made a really stupid hand gesture of that though (my head just tends to be real dumb at times) And then I talked about how I want to be able to talk in Cantonese, Mandarin, Japanese and Korean would be a total awesome dream for me 8D Though there's the chance I'll forget English xD ...nah probably not. But I probably won't learn ALL four of those languages seeing as I'm cheating in Japanese class o.o I just can't stay concentrated -shakes head-
Oh ya, that's how Keith probably started to think I was weird. I said I took Japanese classes on Saturday lol...Yeah, he totally thinks I'm weird now. He should've stuck with talking to Amanda 8D

Okay, I'll stop now. Guess that's it really.

Laters~