Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep

Okay Birth by Sleep looks SOOOOOOO FREAKING AWESOME!!
And can you believe it?! It's coming out in Japan in about 2 weeks!!! TWO WEEKS!! GAH!! But it takes about a year for the Kingdom Heart games to come out in English =.=;;
-sigh-
And the cover art looks AMAZING!! Course, it's obviously gonna change once it comes in NA =.=;

And omg!1 Zack Fair was there!! I was like 'Oh my gosh!! That's soooooooooo Zack :D'
And then we see this like MINITURE ZEXION!! He looks sooooooo adorable!! -hugs Ienzo-
Isn't he so cute?!??!?!
And then we see Lea and Isa xDDD There complete names are so lame though >3> Did the creators first think of their complete names before their nobody names?!
But still, they looks awesome. Specially Lea. Just goes to show that perhaps Axel befriended Roxas very early in the game is because he looked sooooo similar to Ven :3 :3 :3

The game is just SCREAMING fan service though!! -squeals-

Oh oh!! And Terra meets young Riku 8D awwwwwww~~~
And Aqua meets young Kairi too but no one cares bout Kairi...don't hurt me o.o;;

Young Riku's voice is so cute though!! And now that I think about it, Zexion looks about the same age as Riku in BbS o.o Maybe he's like...7 maybe? So then, he'd be 17 in KH:CoM 8D lol..

Oh oh!! And in the end of the trailer, we see 15yr old Sora!!! That must mean that in the end of the game, the 15yr old Sora is gonna show up!! ...or that the game flashes back 10yrs into the future..perhaps the letter from the king talks about Terra Ven and Aqua O.O.O.O.O.O

Gahhhhhh!! I so want this game!!

Ookiku Furikabutte <3 <3 <3

Okay I've been watching Oofuri (short form of Ookiku Furikabutte) and o.m.g. So much, SHOUNEN-AI HINTS!!!! -SQUEALS- Seriously!!

quotes of the anime:

Mihashi: I like you too!!!

Abe: I'll devote myself to you for the next three years. I'll definitely make you feel glad that you chose Nishiura.

Oh ya, and there was this REALLY SHOUNEN-AI HINT in episode 6 that Abe was thinking of but I can't find it =.=;; I really should've written it down xP

Oh and don't forget Abe holding Mihashi's hand :iconimhappyplz:

THAT WAS SO CUTE!!!

And I only just finished episode 7 here. I was originally intended to watch Code Geass but I decided to watch Oofuri cause of kurot and KL-chan's pictures @.@
I just LOVE 'call' by KL-chan. It makes me feel all warm and fuzzy inside even though I had no idea who those two guys were 8D Course, I know who they are now xP
Mihashi is so adorable~!!!!! And Abe's so clueless as to what's wrong with Mihashi xPP
I'll stop here. But still!! Real adorable.

Short entry but whatever. Must continue to watch Oofuri even though I should be doing my homework @.@ STUPID PROJECTS

Code Geass OC

Uh I unno, just wanted to show my OC lol...She's my...newest OC that goes into an anime lol...yeah, newest OC into an anime.

Her name? ...I dunno. Haven't thought of a good one yet.

Age: 16
(I'd WANT to say 23/24 cause I'd be that age in 2017/2018 but then, it wouldn't be that cool...)

Gender: Female

Height: 5"3 ft perhaps?

Eye Colour: dunno...

Hair Colour: ...uh, possibly black. Not sure yet.

She has a Geass. It's ability is that whoever sees her Geass will be shown an illusion of what they desire, whether it be money, fame, a person etc. The Geass is on her right eye.

So, the fanfiction takes place AFTER the Zero Requiem. She decided to use the Geass on Zero just out of curiousity to find out who he is. And well, the illusion showed Lelouch eheh...Also, she is able to see/hear/well everything the person under the Geass' inluence sees which is why she figures out Zero is Suzaku since the Lelouch Illusion said 'Suzaku'. She decides to help Suzaku find Lelouch because she knows he's alive because she met him and C.C. some time ago. But, she has him agree that if she helps him, he'll have to take the Code her friend has.

And the 'friend' is another OC, eheh..He holds a code as well and befriended my Female OC. That's it for him I guess...


And here is where I shall write SPOILERS OF DE STORY MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!

Okay, so in truth, the girl isn't as innocent as Suzaku originally thought. She had actually met Lelouch sometime in the 3 month interval, sneaking into his room from time to time. The only ones who knew of her was Lelouch and C.C. Because of her Geass, she already knew that Lelouch loved Suzaku and she's always asking him when he'll confess to Suzaku. Of course Lelouch doesn't want to because he still believes that Suzaku loves Euphemia and if Suzaku DID love him, it'd just make it harder for him to kill him.
Uh, I'm not sure if Lelouch ever confesses to Suzaku. If he did...well there'd be a lemon the day before the Zero Requiem but, alas, I cannot write lemons...and if I did, uh, if my parents found it...uh oh -shifts eyes-

BUT!! ASIDE FROM THAT!! So, Lelouch dies (UWAAAAAAH -cries-) and uh...perhaps a month later, Nunnally and Zero (Suzaku) are going to another country or whatever to talk bout treaties I guess -shrugs- Suzaku notices that someone is following them but knows the person won't come out to the open. Once Suzaku is alone, having a guard or whatever to watch Nunnally, he finds the person in his room O.O.O.O.O.O The person...is my girl OC lol...
Suzaku notices the girl has Geass but before he can take her down, he hears a voice behind him. He looks behind and sees Lelouch. Cue is sad scene D; D; D; D;

Of course, then, we find out it's the girl's doing cause there's no possible way Lelouch is alive D: The girl explains that her Geass shows illusions of a person's desire as long as the person sees her Geass. She also tells him that Lelouch IS in fact alive, since she saw him and a green-haired girl some time ago. She says she'll help him find Lelouch if he promises to take her friend's Code; saying that if the Demon Emperor is in fact alive, that means he must've had a Code.

...uh, I dunno what happens later...lol. That's all I got I guess o.o eheh..
But we now do know that the whole thing about not knowing Lelouch til that time he saw him and C.C. is false, and since she knew Suzaku was sad and all cause he killed his 'best friend' (lol) she knew she could use this to trick Suzaku into finding Lelouch and will then take her friend's code. So, in the end, Suzaku will become immortal with Lelouch, they'll be together forever, the Code Bearer friend will become mortal again, and then EVERYONE'S HAPPY :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

...ya lol. I'll stop now.

Anyways, the picture at the top is two OCs. The front girl is...the girl OC (no duh) and the 'shadow' person in the background is her friend. The picture takes place at the Zero Requiem whereas she is watching Zero 'kill' Lelouch.

Another D.Gray-man Chapter: 189

Hm, perhaps everytime a new D.Gray-man chapter comes out, I'll do a journal entry. Well, it comes out once a month now xD ..NOOOOOO -weeps-

...okay aside from that. Reading D.Gray-man has brought life back into my eyes ...okay not literally but still. I'm sooooooo happy new chapter came out~~yay 189!!
Too bad Lavi isn't in it D: D: D: D: but hey, we get to see more of Kanda's past o3o3o3o ...and there's the talk of 'that woman' OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH I wonder who she is!! I'd totally make my OC be that woman but then...she'd be more marysue =.=;; -sigh-
But the 14th...SO COOL!! I can just imagine-...actually I can't say it here lol...I really wanna write my D.Gray-man story but still, NEED TITLE BAHH -bangs head-
But still, wanna write the story D:
What else what else...hm, I think the story's gonna end soon =.=;;
Like seriously, all the Noah appearing, Earl goes to kill 14th etc etc. I'm seriously believing that in a few months, we're gonna see Allen becoming the 14th and when he's about to kill his friends, Allen comes and...something...And then, the Earl's dead, THE END!!
..yeah, horrible right? xDD
..I seriously needa write my story -bangs head repeatedly-

Aside from that, I got my Ipod Touch back When it came, I seriously thought they gave me a new one cause it just looked so cool *3*3* but it's actually cause my Touch has a case so when I saw the Touch it looked so..slim...and shiny...yeah, my case is black. Course in the end, it was a version 1 so like I'd care if it's new =.=;; all my stuff on there are GONE!! BUWAH!!

Oh and I got a PSP!! ...well not technically. It's my dad's friend's PSP. He bought it but never actually played it...He said he'd sell it to us (also it's the ver1 PSP so FATSY!!) but my parents said I should try it to see if I like it. The problem is, I DON'T HAVE A PSP GAME -facepalm- So HOW am I gonna try it? =.=;; Unless I ask Nathaniel to lemme borrow a game.
It's not my fault though. The games I want are all in JAPANESE!! Like seriously.
1) Final Fantasy Dissidia
Okay, this game is out but like...I dunno actually -can't make good excuses- Maybe I'll get it
2) Tales of VS
NUUUUUUUUUU, they said there was a high chance it'd come out in NA, but looks like it isn't D: But then again, not like Guy appeeared in it D: But, Richter's in it!! And YURI!! FATAL STRIKE!! Sucks the PS3 version isn't coming to NA...probably D:
3) Persona 3 PSP
O.M.G.!! Girl character Someone made this really pretty picture of the main girl character and Shinjiro. It's such a pretty picture~ And then there's the fact that Shinjiro (spoilers) DIES!! (yah my headsup wasn't that fast eh?) So it's even sadder D: ...and the girl character was crying D: ...but sadly, I can't find the picture =.=;; I know someone in my watcher list drew it but, I swear it was but I can't find it >
..OMG just went to Wikipedia!! It says that if you max out his Social Event thingy, he SURVIVES the shot ...but he stays at the hospital but STILL!! He lives Such a...tear jerking moment <3
4) Kingdom Hearts Birth by Sleep
Okay, this game hasn't even come out in Japan yet!! So...it's like either Spring or Summer 2010 -sigh-
5) Final Fantasy XIII Agito
I think it's that one. Or Versus. But still -sigh- Minimum is 2010...in Japanese -sigh-

So yeah, ...wow, only 5 games. Lol. Then again, I don't have that many DS games either xP

I think that's it really. Lol...At least this journal entry isn't THAT long..I think

Oh damn

Oh damn, my computer's still pretty fucked up. And yes I use that word because it is the only one that seems to fit o.o;;
But seriously. Okay, I've got the lame 'Installing' thing everytime I open Word Document. Really uncool...perhaps I said that in my last post.
Anyways!! My art program, Paint Tool SAI wonderfully works magic. No 'Installing' thingy, just opens straight away :D ...at least when I'm opening a FILE!! I can't open it by clicking the 'start-sai' button =.=;;
Also!! I just found out a few minutes ago, but I can't save my already saved files. As in, if I edit something in one of my pictures, it won't allow me to save it =.=;; Unless I make a new file that is. That's why my new file worked. Also, the program won't save my colours D: So, not only is all my past colours I saved there gone (from before the whole virus fiasco), but I can't put NEW colours in there D: D: D: D: Really lame...
So, I probably won't be doing any new pictures STILL. Also, there's the fact I have a lack of inspiration lolz...I should really finish that picture I owe someone eheh...

Aside from that, I've been going into a Twilight stage o.o;;; No, I'm not totally obsessed over it like what happened in D.Gray-man and Tales of the Abyss and stuff. I just like Alec 8D or, more specifically, ALEC'S ACTOR!!...I talked about this in my last post...But hey, my last post was like...2 days ago. Eheh..
But, Alec is like...a very not known character since he barely appears D: D: D: And all my fanfictions on him are either, sibling stuff with Jane (of course),...fanfics on Alec and BELLA (okay, how did people think of this...? >.>), and then there's fanfics of Alec and RENESMEE!! DUDE!! That's even FREAKIER. Like seriously. There was no talking or whatever whatsoever between them o.o;; ...And then there was also this Alec and Jacob fanfic -shivers- Even though I like them both, I can't see them together D: There goes my 'two guys I like, I like together too' thingy lol...
Oh, and then there are the AlecxOC fanfics!! Okay, out of the...only 5 that there are I believe, only two seemed to be worth alright in my tastes.

The first one I read was some vampire that's about 50yrs old blah blah blah, and suddenly, Alec is courting her o.o I thought that went a little too fast.
The second one I read was a girl who is transformed by a random vampire. Then, she runs off to the Cullens. The Volturi come for her, and it just so happens that Alec finds that she's his mate o.o I thought only shape-shifters did that with the whole 'imprinting' thing. Vampires just...find mates o.o Like as in Edward and Bella's thing, it was cause Bella's blood smelled good. And that Bella became obsessed with him -shakes head- There's also the fact that the Cullens easily welcomed Alec into the 'family' whether it be cause the OC likes him a lot, or that he didn't actually HURT them (unlike Jane). Aside from that, the OC should still be young, and I don't think she's biologically 16 yet, and that she has her license. So, how come she gets a car? o.o
The third one....mmmm, it's alright. It's about some random human OC who gets kidnapped and brought to the Volturi so she can have sex with a vampire (here it is Alec) so then they can make some halflings. It's actually not that bad of a story.
The fourth one only has three chapters, so I can't really say that much on it. It's not bad, but I don't find it that good either since the plot isn't really dwelled in as of yet.
The fifth one is...kinda mary-sue. I mean, Alec and Jane not evil? Them being 18yr olds? The two things that made them unique was their super awesome powers (it's surprising how I've never read anything like those powers they have in any story I've read. It's completely out of the blue and is so cool!) and that they're still really young. That author just threw that uniqueness out the window. And also, there's the fact that the OC has EVERY power IMAGINABLE. Ehhhhh, not that realistic.

Of course, I didn't actually READ ALL the chapters for all the stories, so I guess my opinion doesn't count TOO much. Or at all o.o Yeah, not at all but I'm just saying what's on my mind...I can so picture me being flamed at. But hey, this is blogspot. No one knows who I am here 8D

Aside from those fanfic wonders, there's the fact that Alec and Jane's actors are pretty old o.o And yes, lots of controversy on Dakota being too old to play Jane but then...what happened to the controversy of Cameron playing Alec? o.o I mean, he's OLDER than Dakota. Is it cause you see more Jane rather than Alec? Which is true but, still. And because of that, I really can't picture Alec and Jane being...11-13yrs old o.o They're supposed to be really, but not too young (or they'd be called 'Immortal Children') so around 11-13 I guess. But, Alec is so old in the film, not that I mind or anything <3
So, I can only really picture them as 14yr olds o.o That's the number I HAVE to take. But now, everytime I think of Alec, it ends up being Cameron eheh...not my fault they picked a cute actor (which I admit, is one of the FEW actors I like in the films...though it would be better if he was younger)

So, I can't really found that many Alec fanfics D: All those darn fangirls are too busy swooning over Edward and Jacob -sigh- They're the ones that already have a canon relationship...though the only Jacob and Renesmee thing is pretty farfetched.
So, I've been making my own story with my own OC and Alec together <3 Hopefully, it won't be mary-sue...heck, she already is parshly mary-sue -sigh-
Anyways, her name is Cassandra. No last name, either that she'll never say it, doesn't have one...I think those are the only two options.
She HATES being called Cassandra cause of someone in her -ahem- past. Won't dabble into it too much.
She's 3/4 vampire and 1/4 human which is why she has 'ice blue' eyes. Dunno her hair colour as of yet though. Perhaps black. Since she's morely of the vampire side, she still grows, but rather than grow at an accelerated state, she grows at a VERY slow rate. I don't get how halflings grow faster, and the fact they have a faster heartbeat than humans. If they're part vampire, the heartbeats should be SLOWER.
So yeah, she grows really slow. As of, 4yrs biologically, is 1yr physically. At the moment (2006), she is physically 13. Two more years and she'll be physically 14. Unlike halflings who's growth ends all 17, hers will continue until the age her mother was when she gave birth. So, that is pretty mary-sue.
She has two powers (MARY-SUE). Cyrokinesis, and Photokinesis. Cyrokinesis is that ability to control ice, so it's a physical ability, which would be useful to the Volturi since then, she can attack Bella. Photokinesis is the ability to control light. At the beginning, she didn't know she had that power at all. The only thing that hints at this power is that she doesn't shine or sparkle or anything in the light (which is totally Mary-sue too). It's because the Photokinesis is blending the light, so it looks like she's not shining, but in actual, she is still shining or whatever. It's physical too so Bella wouldn't be able to affect that power at all either. So the Photokinesis is subconscious, and the ability to walk to broad daylight without combusting I MEAN SPARKLING is pretty useful.
So yeah, pretty mary-sue.
Personality...personality. She's pretty much your typical punk. She swears, hits people, back talks etc etc. She wasn't always like that though. Much more reserved when she was younger, but hey, having a slow growth rate won't really help with that. She does act more...shy around Alec though. It's because she met him one time when she was physically 8. Just a random encounter really, but he help her so she got a small crush on him. But she'll still be rude to him too.
Others others. Well, she's currently being chased. Her whole life, she's been chased by him. And since she's part human, she needs to sleep. So, it's quite useful she's got photokinesis because she sleeps for a few hours in the BROAD DAYLIGHT so he can't get her.

I think that's all really. I'll try to make her as un-mary-sue as possible. But there's also the chance I might not write the story. Like what happened to my D.Gray-man one. Oh, and I haven't updated my Tales of the Abyss one either lol...So awful I am.

On a side note, has anyone noticed that all the vampires AREN'T asian D: So uncool >.< Well, in the movie, I guess it would be better since pretty much everyone has to wear contacts. And with our eyes, kinda hard at the beginning...like ME!! I still can't put on eye contacts!! Though some of my friends can. Though one friend has LARGE eyes for an asian!! -shakes head- She so looks like a mix, but she ISN'T O.O;;


ASIDE from Twilight, I talked to Sam yesterday~Forgot why though...-shakes head- Aside aside from that, I talked to Keith o.o I haven't talked to him since...a month maybe? No, probably more -shrugs- He hasn't come to Church Friday thingys for some time now. The only reason I talked to him was cause I was talking to Sam, then he and his dad came over, probably to tell Sam they're going. So, I started talking to Keith. I swear, if Nathaniel didn't come over and start a conversation (seeing as his friends were all gone too) it would've been real awkward between us o.o And now I'm 100% SURE Keith dislikes anime~!!! Which means, he's freaked by me now that he knows I like it :D :D :D Why else would I be talking to Sam though, seriously. And I never knew Korea was like the dagger to Japan o.o The flight between the two is about 2 and a half hours, so Sam and Keith's dad says. I made a really stupid hand gesture of that though (my head just tends to be real dumb at times) And then I talked about how I want to be able to talk in Cantonese, Mandarin, Japanese and Korean would be a total awesome dream for me 8D Though there's the chance I'll forget English xD ...nah probably not. But I probably won't learn ALL four of those languages seeing as I'm cheating in Japanese class o.o I just can't stay concentrated -shakes head-
Oh ya, that's how Keith probably started to think I was weird. I said I took Japanese classes on Saturday lol...Yeah, he totally thinks I'm weird now. He should've stuck with talking to Amanda 8D

Okay, I'll stop now. Guess that's it really.

Laters~

Computer and New Moon and etc

Well, I've gotten my computer back. Well, no one here even knew my computer was gone lol...I had a virus and it pretty much killed my computer eheh...But, it's pretty much fixed. Pretty much, as in, there's still a few bugs here and there =.=; Like the fact that Microsoft Document has to 'install' every time I wanna use it -sigh- But, still all is good. Later I'll have to download Paint Tool SAI, so no digital pictures as of yet.
The good news is that we've got a NEW scanner. It's pretty cool :D :D So, I can do Traditional Artwork again yay~

Aside from that, can you believe it? New Moon is coming out TOMORROW!! Okay, I'm not THAT big of a fan. As in, I don't care that much about Twilight =.=;; But, I DO have all 4 books. Yeah, really weird. But, it got my mom off my back to read actual books -shrugs-
But aside from that, come on, Taylor Lautner's hot :D I am SO a Team Jacob member. But I don't like him with Bella. Bella and Edward can have each other, I don't find Robert Pattinson that hot -shakes head-
In truth, I didn't even know New Moon was coming out til like, a week ago. Time passes real fast right? Twilight came out like...about a year ago actually o.o Wow...And Eclipse is coming out on June 30 2010! A few days after school ends xP

But okay, the thing that REALLY got me back was when I saw ALEC!! *3*3*3*
In the book, I couldn't care less cause really, I just read. I'll remember the story but their character kinda fazes through me eheh...I wouldn't be a very good critic would I? xD
BUT, then I found out that Alec and Jane are supposed to be REALLY young. As in, around my age right now xDDDD Oh how I'm loving this <3
So, NOW I find out their young teens -shakes head- Not my fault that Meyer doesn't really talk about the age they look...I think. -ponders-
Even though Alec is a total hottie (Bright would probably freak reading this lolz...) I think Jane was WAY OVERDONE!! Yeah, she's pretty and all, but, she looks like a total creep o.o;; If she wasn't a teen, she'd look like...well, like a total creeper -sigh- I blame it on the obsessed eyeliner. Oh, and the HUMONGOUS eyes. Though, humongous eyes are better than asian eyes -sigh- I hate my eyes D:
And Demetri? He looked okay when he wasn't zoomed in. He's kinda creepy looking too eheh...
So, out of ALL the vampires in the Volturi, Alec's the hottest LOL. Hmm, Heidi is really pretty too but...the picture I saw was that of a NORMAL person. You know, NORMAL skin and NORMAL eyes...But Alec looks so cool with his Crimson eyes *3* And I've noticed, Bright's eyes are like...Ice Blue kind of colour right?! That's the eye colour of my Twilight OC I made up like 2-3 days ago 8D Yes, made an OC LOL. Guess who she's with xPP
One of the things I dislike is that the Volturi members aren't really...emphasized. All I really can tell is that they act polite -shakes head- My OC's a total not polite person person eheh...What's the word called...punk? Guess she could be a punk -shrugs- And unlike everyone in Volturi with their...80s clothes...not the disco 80s, she wears casual 'cause, well, it IS 2006 people -shakes head- When I read the stories, you can pretty much imagine the whole thing in the 19th Century (blame D.Gray-man for me picking that century). No electronics heard of. Ever. My OC will bring about a new light into the stories 8D
And also, there's the fact that the members aren't that very good looking...aside from Alec lol...But I'LL KEEP SAYING IT!! They're not very good looking D: But, they can't find HOT people with GOOD acting skills, AND ALL THAT -waves hands everywhere-
This is why, ANIME was created <3 And look at DeviantASUKA...or whatever her name is. She drew some of the members of the Volturi. Now THEY'RE good looking...aside from Caius. He looks older than his movie version (dude, he's so YOUNG there) Demetri and Felix look good there 8D and no need for me to say anything about Alec <3 <3 <3
And LOOK, they're wearing CASUAL clothes 8D8D8D8D8D

So uh, even though New Moon is coming out tomorrow, I'll probably wait mmmm, maybe 2 weeks til I actually watch it. I did that last year too for Twilight with two of my good friends xD Which reminds me, I asked one of my friends if she wanted to watch New Moon together, but she's probably going with her other friends =.=;; Well, whatever -shrugs- She can't make everyone happy.

Aside from that, I've realized, but somehow, the giant books I own seem to be the ones that are totally Mary-sue'd and have many flames flames flames. As in, the Twilight and Eragon series. But hey, I just read em cause their big and so I could find out what happens next -shrugs-

Guess that's it.

OH right!! Dude, Harvest Moon Sunshine Islands AND Animal Parade came out like a week ago :D I'm not getting Animal Parade but I SO want Sunshine Islands. Kinda stupid cause, I have Island of Happiness AND Tree of Tranquility, but I haven't even gotten married in EITHER of em lol...I so suck xP
BUT, so stupid. I swear, Best Buy in Canada had Sunshine Islands as in A FEW DAYS AGO. But my mom goes today, and they say it's discontinued =.=;; No one probably bought it...assholes >.> ONLY A FEW FREAKIN DAYS AGO and NOW it's gone. Seriously, they could've AT LEAST left the unbought ones out for sale still -sigh- Guess I'll be buying online.

D.GRAY-MAN CHAPTER 188

OMG OMG OMG OMG!! THANK YOU GOD!!! Today, my dad was able to fix touch (it couldn't connect to the wireless connection) and I went on onemanga.com for no apparent reason and guess what? NEW D.GRAY-MAN CHAPTER!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
It was pose to come out on November 4 but NOPE!! IT'S OUT ON OCTOBER 31!!! Which just goes to show that online translators AREN'T a week later than the japanese chapters...I think...

BUT STILL!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!! I started screaming when I realized the chapter was out lolz...
Can't say it was THAT great of a chapter though -sigh- But now we all know who Alma is :D :D :D so cute!! It was Kanda's first friend <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
But then, this defies my fanfic idea lol...well doesn't matter I guess. Since technically Sayuri(OC) appears in the Istanbul mission (they talked about it in chapter 186) the rest of the story becomes completely fanfic-iside...yeah that's totally not a word. But still~~~~
Hey, at least I know Timothy wears rollerblades now o.o ...were rollerblades even created at the end of the 19th century?
ANYWAYS!! Still SOOOOOOOOOO happy that the new chapter came out!! Too bad it's now monthly D: BUT STILL!! AT LEAST IT'S COMING OUT!! Sad thing is that LAVI didn't appear in the chapter D: but then...we got to see a shocked looking Kanda <3 <3
And with all the lotuses around and around~~~
...I'll stop obsessing over the D.Gray-man chapter but I MUST TELL SAM ABOUT IT!!...I'll need to find her at church tomorrow...

ASIDE FROM THAT!!
Today had to help out at the fair thingy at the church. It wasn't that bad actually o.o I was with a friend the entire time (our games were beside each other...though her game was MUCH easier) and in the end, it seems the helpers get more candy/chips than the kids xDDDD
And the DDR watching was fun too lol. Pretty much all the helpers at the end gathered around the DDR machine and started watching people play...until the dude picking it up came D: Everyone then dispersed.

Nothing else to say than that I guess...I'm using my parents' computer atm since my computer is completely DEAD!! Stupid virus...They gotta reformat my computer now -sigh- at least I got my internet connection back on my touch <:3
But still...-sigh- now I can't do Digital OR Traditional artwork for my gaia shop since the scanner isn't connected to the computers atm and...I've got a virus on my computer =.=;;
What else what else...I dunno but I should really be going now.

OH YA!! EMO CHIBI KANDA~!!! Ish true though o3o He was sitting all...fetus I think style and his hair is covered (cause we're viewing it from the side duh...) and AWWWWWWWWWW <3 <3 I'm just falling in love with Kanda more and more <3 <3 ...but Lavi will always stay in my heart...then Allen. So, Kanda's 3rd in the end -sigh-

Laterz~

Virus and School

Yeah I said I'll probably update on Sunday but I've got a stupid freakin virus D: D: D: D:
SO GAY!!! Stupid Antivirus Pro 2010 >3> I think I got it when I clicked 'Allow...'something. Maybe it was 'Allow change' or w/e. And yeah I'm stupid. But hey! I thought it had something to do with what my parents did with my computer. They went on it yesterday for...something I can't remember (yeah horrible memory. My memory only tends to remember the horrible embarrassing things I've done...and anime lol) SO STUPID!! BUWAH!! I've been trying to look for manual ways to get rid of it but they all have to do with deleting files which, I apparently can't find =.=;;; AND I can't open 'Task Manager' and 'regedit' -sigh-
And I feel horrible asking my family friend to fix it cause I had him fix my computer when I had another virus back in summer D: I had 100+ viruses >.>;;;
And yes, I've got a Security Protection thingy...so technically it was my fault it got in -sigh- but cause of that, I can't even use the protection thingy Mcafee because I think the virus broke something that doesn't allow it to scan the computer =.=;;; SO GAY!!! Now I wish one of my parents was a computer person. My friend Alli gets viruses on her computer all the time but her mom's a computer whiz or whatever so she fixes it. But if my dad was a computer whiz, he'd continue to lecture me about viruses...like he always does -sigh-
AND!! My wallpaper changed to this 'YOUR SYSTEM IS INFECTED' and lots more words at the bottom. I hate looking at that screen. The background is Navy Blue and it just kills my eyes. So bright -sigh- And I actually like Blue. Heck, I like Cyan and THAT'S WAY BRIGHTER!! If it was Cyan in the background, I'd probably go blind. I like Teal though :D
ASIDE FROM THAT!! Now I don't get to see the pretty wallpaper of sakura blossoms D: Yes it's a really pretty pic. My friend/co worker in my partnered Gaia shop took the picture since she went to a Sakura Blossom viewing thingy at her area. I don't think there's any of that in Toronto =.=;;
I should totally change the background to Lavi though <3 <3 <3 I've already Lavi-fied my Touch 8D okay not by that much. Just the wallpaper is of Lavi (in his 3rd uniform <3) and the password is 'Lavi' lol...All my friends don't know it. One day I'll tell them to try to figure it out, saying the password 'is in the wallpaper'. So it shouldn't be too hard even if they don't know who Lavi is, since his name's on the pic too lol. Though I haven't changed all my pin numbers to 'Lavi'...actually I don't need pin numbers for anything else...other than Maplestory. But I don't even go on that game anymore lol...
ASIDE FROM THAT!! STUPID VIRUS!! STINKIN GAY!! It makes me just WANT to go to Computer University so I know what to do if this ever happens to me!! The problem is that I don't get a single thing in my Tech class (which reminds me. I have a test on Thursday -sigh-) and when I watched my family friend fixing my computer I just went all '....what?' in my head. So I'll probably fail the university...

So ya, stupid virus the end. Damn creator, and even if you read this, I know there are probably other people who have bad mouthed you as well so HAH!! -hides-

Oh ya, aside from that, School's been a bummer D: so lame -sigh- And I did such a stupid mistake on my Chemistry quiz D: I GOT DEPENDENT AND INDEPENDENT VARIABLES MIXED UP!! GAH!! Lost and whole frickin mark from that!! ONE MARK!! Which, ya, isn't a lot but hey, it's a quiz =.=;; So I got from 9.3 to...8.3 =.=; 93% to...83%...GAH!! Lowered my average. But then, my biology poster got a 72 LOL I suck at creativity. Shoulda went simple. Oh well.
Funny cause I'm doing well at the Geography side projects (the only thing that's keeping my mark up probably) but I think I'm failing those tests...The teacher keeps forgetting to bring the test to school =.=;; I wanna show it to my parents along with my Science test (got like a 91~) so it won't look so bad D:
uh what else...dunno. Uh, we're doing Weight Training in Gym -shudder- My arms are SO WEAK!! I pretty much only do the leg ones since my legs are stronger than my arms...though they aren't they strong either -shakes head- And even though my legs become jelly after doing something in the weight training room, they turn normal after a minute or two. UNLIKE MY ARMS!! I swear, tomorrow my shoulders are gonna be sore >.>;

Nothing else I guess.

OH WAIT!! DUDE!! ONE MORE WEEK (and a few days) AND CHAPTER 188 OF D.GRAY-MAN IS OUT!! WOOT!!!!!!!!! Okay maybe a few more extra days since we still need the raw providers and translators but STILL!! OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! I seriously can't WAIT to read it :D cept first I gotta go through Midterms...-sigh- but once those are over, I'll just be jumping all over the school until November...4th or 5th or possibly 6th for the chapter to come out <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I wonder if Katsura will start it from chapter 187 cause if they do, then we may not be able to go into Kanda's past D: She was so hinting on it in chapter 186!!! But they may still show his past cause Wisely did...something to Kanda o.o; though if they start at chapter 186 when they go to Istanbul, then my story won't come true D: In my fanfic (not yet posted since...I need a title orz...) they meet my OC, Sayuri there. And yes, she's Japanese in a...French/German-ish place. Well, she's technically half Japanese/Chinese. She's an orphan and all -shrugs- nothing special bout her past though eheh...kinda wanted her to be able to see the Lotus flowers like Kanda but then, she'd become even MORE Mary-sue -shivers-

Well, that SHOULD be it now.

~Laterz~

Cosplays

Just recently, I have been looking at cosplays. Well, more specifically, Lenalee from D.Gray-man's cosplay lol...Even though I absolutely LOVE Lavi, Allen and Kanda (in that order xD), they would be much harder to cosplay because of the hair and the weapon. Lenalee's hair...well my hair's a little longer than hers but hey, it's black at least 8D . Also, her weapon is 'boots' so, since I want the 3rd uniform, all I needa do is find long white stockings, red heels (not that high of heels) and 2 'bangles'. Red of course. Since Halloween's coming up it would've been nice to buy the cosplay even though I haven't Trick or Treat'd. EVER. Mom won't let me cause we're Christian and all. But still, there's this church fair thing I'm gonna be helping out at so it would've been nice to wear a costume even though everyone probably would be saying 'wait, what are you?' since I assume barely anyone from my church knows what D.Gray-man is -sigh- Also, I bet all my friends eyes will fall out of their eye sockets when they see me wearing a skirt. Yes, a skirt. I don't know if anyone of you guys know (actually all of you SHOULDN'T know) but I've only got 1 skirt out of all my clothes. And I haven't worn a skirt since...a lot of years ago (not including the 1 time I wore it at home once for about 30 seconds). So ya, a lot of em will be surprised; specially Rachel. Uck, seriously don't want her coming =.=;; If I wore the uniform, it's so obvious she'll go blabbing bout it on facebook. Heck. She'll probably take a picture of it and post it on facebook >.> I wouldn't want that to happen. Guess that's 1 good thing of not buying the uniform. I'm hoping to wear it for the Expo in...May (orz) though. If I see her there...wow -shakes head-
Also, Halloween is in...6 days. So, quite obvious the cosplay's not gonna come in time.
One good thing bout the site is that right now, it's on a 40% off SALE!!! Cause of Halloween and all of course. Cause of that though, I really wanna buy it now but...my parents will probably shake their heads 'no'. Most likely cause of the TMGS 2nd season I bought pretty recently. The game was about $50 and...there went my yet-to-come allowance. And the cosplay's $85 at the moment. So, if I wanna go no allowance til about March, I don't think I'll buy it. But, if I wait til April to buy it, it'll go back to $140. Uck. Even worse. That's why I'll see if I can persuade my parents to buy it for me now even though I won't be wearing it for MONTHS to come. Heck, I may not even be able to go to the Expo D: I need to persuade my friend to come -ahemJadeahem- or even Emily -shrugs- Not sure if they'd cosplay though. Perhaps I'll ask them tomorrow. Of course that's a long way to go. There's also Sam from Church who will probably cosplay with me. The problem is that, I've only talked to her mmm 2 times lol...but she loves D.Gray-man too 8D perhaps she could go for Lavi...then again, we both LOVE Lavi so we wouldn't wanna take pictures of us together lol perhaps Lavi beating up Lenalee 8D -shot- if she liked BL (I'm not gonna bring it up. We would be in the Lord's house -sigh-) and she liked Yullen (which I TOTALLY LOVE) then...well she'd hafta go for Kanda since I think she's taller...no wait, I think we're the same height -sigh-
also, I believe her brother Keith is about 5'9" (yes I asked him...I forgot why though.) So, Keith is actually around Lavi's height 8D even though he's younger than him lol. But, he doesn't like D.Gray-man. Or anime in that thought. I think he now thinks I'm weird now that he knows I like anime eheh...
Perhaps, if me and Sam could somehow persuade him to cosplay Lavi for us...NAH. No way xDD And I'm thinking wayyy too far ahead.
Anyways, I am thinking way too far ahead (already said that). So, I'll stop here. Guess I'll disappear til Sunday most likely to talk about 'Halloween night'. Then school. Uck -dreads- School tomorrow @.@

D. Gray-Man and Books

Just today I finished the D. Gray-Man anime...yeah, I know, the anime finished a year ago...actually about 1 year, 1 month, and a few days to be exact o.o; I just never took the time to watch it...mostly cause I started bawling once I found out...which was a week after the anime ended -shakes head-
It's too bad they ended it after the whole HQ invasion arc. I wanted to see Kid Kanda and Lavi D: so cute~<3 <3 <3 but then, ending it before it is kinda...a better kind of ending I guess o.o -sigh- why does Katsura have to injure herself so much D: Look at Reborn! It's still going, and the 2 series started around the same time...in manga time, not sure bout the anime ones.
Anyways!! It's so sad to watch it D: SO NOSTALGIC!! I believe I stopped watching it while it was still the Ending 6 one. Yeah, I remember loving that song a lot xD

But to think...there woulda been like 42 new episodes if the anime didn't end D: and like 42 new chapters too!!! BUWAH!!! Then, again, there's been like 40 chapters since the chapter where the anime ended (chap 157). Course, they didn't do the chapters 158-170 or they wouldn't be able to end it that well I'm guessing...

Aside from that, I made a D. Gray-Man OC :3 Well, I had 3 before but...there not really that good >.>;;; I really like my new one though...I'm gonna have her appear in the Istanbul mission, the one they talked about it chapter 186. My OC, Sayuri Wu (she's half Japanese and Chinese) works at an inn there and stuff. Yeah, she's adopted. I dunno what language they speak there @.@ Now she's gonna be even MORE bilingual. Maybe I'll her languages be 'English, Cantonese and French'. It was originally 'English, Cantonese, Mandarin and Japanese' but...too Multilingual @.@ Took our Mandarin cause I'm guessing Cantonese was more bigger than Mandarin back in the 19th Century and Japanese because...even though this is a JAPANESE anime (duh), the Black Order was originally in ENGLAND (dunno bout there new home though) so...they obviously speak English >.>; ...I think...England's English right? @.@
Sides, Japan was taken over by Akumas so...no need for Japanese eheh...
I put French cause I THINK Istanbul speaks 'English, French and German' so says Wikipedia...And German...ehhhh...I pick French -sigh- Well, SHE'S adopted so her adopted mother will speak to the customers @.@

Aside from that, her mother is Japanese and her father is Chinese (which is why she has a japanese first name but a chinese surname). She's an orphan cause...of whatever reason.

When Allen, Lenalee, Kanda, those two Third Exorcists (forgot Goushi and Tokusa), Link and I'm guessing 2 Finders go there, they go to the inn where they meet the innkeeper (Sayuri's step mom). Then, they meet Sayuri and all. Blah blah blah, they look for the Exorcist around the area (there's been reports that someone has been destroying Akuma there). Then, AKUMAS attack @.@ You see Allen, Lenalee and Kanda pwning them all and etc. Uh something happens, and Sayuri realizes she's an Exorcist and all.
Everyone doesn't understand anything since it shows Sayuri had the Innocence all along but she never knew it was an Innocence, or that she was an Exorcist so everyone's confused as to who has been destroying the Akuma. The 2 Finders stay at Istanbul to check things out while the Exorcists, Third Exorcists, Link and Sayuri go back. Allen, Lenalee and Kanda go get patched up and etc and Sayuri has to be seen by the Gatekeeper (unless he's not there since they changed HQ so I may have to change this part) and the Gatekeeper screams 'Akuma Blood' and Sayuri goes all 'wai-what?!?!?' and Allen, Lenalee and Kanda are surprised but since they are injured, Lavi goes out to fight her. She gets all confused and tries to only block the attacks, since the only way to activate her Innocence, she needs her blood and the only thing around to cut her are rocks which could infect her...after a while she goes all 'oh screw it!' and gets herself and counters back which shows that she is using an Innocence and all.
She then becomes an apprentice of Winters Sokaro, who she is actually scared of, and is seen training her stamina which she seriously lacks.

that's the whole I've got o.o;; Well, I've got more but they're little parts from different parts of the whole story...eheh. And they include many spoilers. Sadly, I still haven't thought of the Innocence's name...orz...


Aside from that, yesterday I went to Chapters yesterday since my friend told me you can manga there. It's actually true; they've got a small section for manga. A small section as in, one bookshelf =.=;; And there was no D. Gray-Man D: D: D: D: hm, maybe I shoulda just bought the D.N. Angel ones sine I can't find D.N. Angel online...but I've only actually watched the anime...scratch that, I skipped like 8 episodes...I watched the first like 15, then just skipped to the last episode eheh...actually I only watched a part of the last episode...lol

So, I bought some 'How to draw' books there. There was some How to draw Figures and How to draw Landscapes. I got them...the Figure one creeps me out though. There are naked people in there @.@ and yeah, I know, I'm 14 now seriously, but still...uck...I only bought it so I could draw anatomy correctly. And hands...I still can't draw the 'outstretched hand' position. And I don't think it's on there =.=;; I need a real life person and take a picture of it...-sigh-
I bought the Landscape ones cause it will probably help me with my Background problem D: Now, to input those skills into manga styles..lol
The last book I bought was 'How to draw Manga'. One thing I absolutely HATED at the 'How to' section was that ALL the 'How to draw Manga' related books are NA CREATED!! SERIOUSLY!! I REALLY wanted to find a 'How to draw Manga' by a JAPANESE person. You know, where manga originated from!! They OBVIOUSLY are gonna have better skills in manga, no offense to the NA drawers. But seriously, it's the japanese manga that's being sold the best. The pictures in the book just screamed 'comic' to me rather than 'manga'. -sigh- but it's got a variety of stuff to teach in it. The other 'How to draw Manga' book I found that was pretty good was 'How to draw Shoujo Manga' xDD It's pure shoujo wins. But technically it's telling you what a Shoujo manga has. Like, super magical girls (plus teams), the friends, the crush, the guy, the lil bro (this part is SO true though...at times), the evil dude and etc. Oh and the 'magical creatures'. I didn't get that book though xD I'm sure it was made by NA people too though since it was also a 'Complete idiot guide' (the Complete idiot guide is also on the 'How to draw Manga' one). And it's quite obvious it was MEN that drew it. Personally, I don't care if it's a guy that draws Shoujo, but most of the time, it's women that does shoujo, since it's, you know, SHOUJO!! Do men REALLY wanna draw girls having a crush on that popular guy, with her blushing and all, and then showing the kiss scene? @.@
Of course, women draw Shounen manga as well (coughKatsuraHoshinocough) but still!

So all in all, I should probably ask my friend Emily to buy me a 'How to draw Manga' book from Japan when she goes there next summer (yeah, NEXT summer -rolls eyes-). Course, it will be in Japanese but..I'll figure out how to translate it somehow lol...and there are still pictures in it -shrugs-
Maybe I'll also ask Emily to buy me the two D. Gray-Man novels. Course...I'll needa learn how to read Japanese, but hey!! One of em is about Lavi <3 <3 <3 <3

Lastly, I shoulda looked for a 'How to draw freakish evil murderous monster' book. I can't draw monsters D: Yeah, why would I want to draw monsters? Well, monsters are cool o3o Have you seen Katsura's akuma?! ...yeah, the Level 4 is seriously creepy (I find that Level 5 will be a kid-looking akuma but then, that's may be too obvious) but it's a monster @.@ I also shoulda looked for an 'armor' drawing book. I can't draw armor as well D: oh well...

mmmm, guess that's it.

Oh wait! Happy Thanksgiving to those in Canada, LIKE ME!! That's why I had no school today~ Got to sleep in...actually not really. I kept waiting every four hours cause of a ahem, woman's problem...I totally hate it. I was having a dream. Then, woke up. Then another dream. Then, woke up. I don't remember my third dream though. All I remember is the first dream had some kind of obsessive dude and I first played the girl, and then later the boy o.o; The second dream was about Sailor Moon somehow...Something about, the something is protected by the Sailor people thingys. Then, it's like Sailor White and Black...? And then it's the 3 Dragons...and I somehow become one of the dragons o.o cept the dragons turn to human form when weak so...I was in Human form. I'm sure there was the first dragon, ice dragon and something else...I was sure I was the ice dragon, but then I can see another one of em like, frozen but still moving so THAT one is the ice dragon right? o.o; so confusing -sigh-

yeah, later...

ZOMG!!

Just yesterday, I got my Tokimeki Memorial Girl's side 2nd season!!! (man that's a mouthful) and yeah, it came out in 2008 so it'll be rolling into the 2yr year old games section soon enough but hey, it's good o3o I was originally gonna get the 1st kiss, but then, I only like Hazuki-kun, Kazuma and the DS exclusive dude. In 2nd season, I've got Saeki-kun, Hariya, Syota (so THAT'S how you spell his name o.o), Wakaouji-sensei, the 'secret' dude from the PS2 game, that DS exclusive emo dude (I totally like his emo hair~-bricked-) and...uh, that's it. lol. Yeah 6 vs 3 xP The only thing I dislike bout Syota is his beauty mark o.o; it's just so...so...bah >.>;; yeah, no word to explain how I feel...Though, out of ALL the guys, I love Hazuki-kun the best...he's just so...you know. HAZUKI!! With his dreamy voice~(but I've got a groggy type of voice for him since my emulator can't do voices at ALL. Goes all groggy sounding >3<) And yeah, I've got an emulator. I wouldn't have actually bought the game but I lost my emulator file (I was SO CLOSE to Hazuki-kun's confession!! WAAAAAAHH!! But I never got my b-day gift >3< ...not sure if I'll get Saeki-kun's either since he 'leaves' in January...curse that I put my new birthday at February 2nd (yeah, March 20 isn't that great of a spot for a highschool japanese girl -sigh-)) suckish. I know >.>;

And when I tried making a new file, I CAN'T PRESS THE FREAKIN LEAVE BUTTON ON MY MAILS!! That means, no jobs available -sigh- so gay so gay. I thought you auto get the job at Sangosho though, but I found out, you have to mail for that too =.=; just that you reply. So, I'm wondering how they'll make the Saeki accidental kiss happen since the translation I found was the heroine telling Saeki to wait up since they're suppose to go to the Sangosho cafe together. But, if the heroine doesn't reply to the mail, then she wouldn't have the job, so, what would happen then? o.o;

Back to Hazuki-kun, the fact that he's been waiting all the time for the main heroine...-dreamy sigh- course Saeki-kun did that too but...you know...you'd think that his grandpa would possibly recognize her...meh -shrugs- I wish that would happen to me. Having a cute boy from my past promising to be with me and when you meet him in highschool. WOAH!! HE'S FREAKIN HOT!!! *3*3*3*3* No way that'd happen to me xP perhaps I'll try to have that happen to my kid xDD

So, I dunno. I'm happy to get the game. But no way am I playing it on the bus after school. Heck, I won't even bring it to SCHOOL!! Too hazardous @.@ I kinda wanna play it while I'm walking home though. I could be on a date with Saeki-kun so while I'm walking home, I'll be poking Saeki-kun like crazy on our stroll to the heroine's house~ Though if I start screaming in delight, I swear my neighbors are gonna hear...heck, when I got home, I went 'SAEKI-KUN!! I'M HOME!!' since I forgot how to say 'I'm home' in japanese xP good thing no one was home xD cept mah dogs lol...and fish o.o

hmmmmm, what else, what else. Dunno...school's boring. As usual. We're doing basketball in gym @.@ SO ANNOYING!! I admit, I'm actually pretty good at foul shots, but I'm a little in front of the foul line when I get it in -shot- hey, it was practice -shrugs- and basketball SUICIDE!?!?! OMG!! SUCKS SO HORRIBLY!! The only reason we didn't do it yesterday was because there was a gym quiz. I think it's been helping me though. I didn't feel that tired when I had to walk the rest of the way home from my bus stop. Maybe it was cause it was windy so I wasn't sweating like usual >.>; yeah, I'm that unhealthy.

Also, I watched Bleach ep239. Yeah, I stopped watching Bleach after the 'new captain' arc came by. But this arc is freakin awesome!! Zanpakutou ftw~ And this episode showed Hitsugaya's past~ And they didn't show the unnecessary parts. Which is pretty much the Hinamori parts 8D8D8D8D8D8D too bad she was shown at the beginning -sigh- I like Tobiume or whatever her Zanpakutou's name is. She is so cool and so right :3 ...-shot by Hinamori fans-
But Hitsugaya is so cool~! And Hyorinmaru too!! Did you see 21:00?!?!?1 Hyorinmaru was holding Hitsugaya bridal style 8D8D8D8D ...well he wouldn't actually give him a piggy back ride...and holding onto him with his shoulder and all wouldn't be necessary since...Hitsugaya's still a kid physically!! But hey, I like BL. Shoot me...-shot-
...ouch

That's it I guess...the one sucky thing bout the bought Tokimeki Memorial game is that I can't lineart the CGs D: That's the only sucky part...

Okay, now that's it. Gotta do my homework...-sigh- (was swooning over Saeki-kun all afternoon)

the woes

Final Fantasy Dissidia came out yesterday here in Canada :D I had to go to downtown for a checkup -ahem- and there was a bestbuy around and since I got a 100$ gift card for helping out at church camp (mah friend got 200$ since she had a harder job D: but my job's is probably the easiest since I'm probably not good with kids so I hope I'll get the job next year...if I get in xD and I'll probably be surrounded by others younger than me, in either months (being in my grade) or a year (yr younger than me, no lower or that'd be weird...and they wouldn't be able to get in anyways, though I bed Chris would've got in even though he's a year younger than me. Well he's going to that school that starts in August next year so he'll never help at camp anyways)

Aside from the horrors of church, in the end, I don't get the PSP =.=; I find it REALLY STUPID seeing as my brother bought it with MY GAME. And yes, it was my brother who got it at EB Games but the reason I gave him the 3 games I don't play much was so I could get a PS2 since I really want to play ToA xD (and Persona 4 too). And I doubt my brother would've taken the PS2 with him when he moves out. In the end, he used 1 of my games to buy a PSP. I thought 'Hey, I could play Tales of VS once it comes out in English (if it does that is)' but then came up the fact that my brother could very well be moving out any day now. Though he'll probably have trouble, specially if he lives with his girl friend. (don't tell him I said that). Then I remembered Final Fantasy Dissidia and learned it'd be coming out the next day I looked it up (man what were the chances eh?) Course, wasn't sure if I WOULD get to keep the PSP cause...this is my brother we're talking about =.=; really gay though, seriously, like a kick in the ass. At least I'll get those 45$ back.

Another stupid thing is the fact that I learned that a new Persona game is coming out; or rather a remake. They're making a Persona 3 remake people :D I found out pretty early since someone from DA that I watch made a pic of the main characters. Then, I watched that trailer that the person I was watching Tales of Vesperia videos just so happened to upload that day. Again, what were the chances? You get to play a girl though :D sucky thing, IT'S FOR PSP! REALLY GAY! Though that was the JAPANESE TRAILER so the game will probably come out in English in...mmm...2 years tops? And if Tales of VS comes out in NA, it'll probably be in a year.

At least the DS belongs to ME. That means, in a month, I'll be able to play Kingdom Hearts 358/2 days or whatever the number is. Though, I read spoilers already so...but still, DS MINE!! RAWR!!

In other news, I'll probably get my computer moved to my room this year :D When? Well, WHEN MY BROTHER MOVES OUT! -scoffs- Once he moves out, there goes my borrowed Tales of Vesperia. Which is already late anyways lol. I'm about half way through...if you follow the leonyasch ToV videos. I'm about...150 I believe. It's right before you go to Zaude. But I really like the game even though I'm not OBSESSEDLY in love with one of the guys. There's sadly no young boys...aside from Karol but no. -sigh- no evil lil boy (coughSynccough) so I got sad. But hey, Yuri and Flynn are so cool! Yuri cause instead of those happy, optimistic, savetheworld (okay he does that) guys, he kills people :D as in...the bad guys...BUT STILL! He's so cool...-dreamy eyes- then again, a lot of the Final Fantasy guys were mopey (okay actually only Cloud) but then, Cloud doesn't go killing people...right? Not sure cause I never played FF:VII

Then, there's Flynn, aka; Guy's lookalike <3 <3 <3 I would've been better if they had the same voice actor...at least in english. I mean, RATATOSK got the same voice at Guy's D: SO DIFFERENT! and can't say I like Ratatosk cause he has the same voice as Guy cause I technically heard Ratatosk's voice first...and I didn't notice the sameness until I read it on wikipedia...lol.
BUT STILL! Flynn is so cool too! I don't have any words to describe his coolness...

Course, I can't pick whether I like Flynn or Yuri better...THEY'RE BOTH SO COOL!! <3 <3 though, I'd obviously pick Sync over both of them (sorry guys)

hm what else...nothing really I guess. BUT STILL FUCKIN GAY!! I want tha PSP D: I'm not all that into the story so I won't be watching the video walkthroughs but still...I really wanted to play the game. Perhaps Nathaniel will get the game since he's got a PSP. If he doesn't have it when I see him on Sunday, I'm gonna yell at him...and then tell him to buy it. I've got this weird feeling that highschool guy with the PSP at church has the game, not that I know him lol. But then, there goes that silly imagination thingy in where I'm found by him in the highschool sunday school class, playing the game on the PSP instead of being at the Graduation thing. I really do NOT want to do that. I've already had a graduation, don't need another.

Sync's outfit...lol

You know what I've noticed? okay, no you don't cause there's like no one here xD anyways, I was looking at Sync's outfit from ToA cause I was trying to think of a new outfit for him...and I couldn't find the zipper o.o I was like 'wait, wait, huh?' I swear, I looked at both outfits and naughta. In his first outfit, there IS a zipper, but then, there's that green part that like connects the jacket in the front and I go '...wait, where's the zipper on that part?' Perhaps, the zipper is on one of the sides of the green part. That would make sense and all. Also, have you seen those...ribbons? lol. On both of his arms, there are those long pieces of cloth (I'll call it that to save his pride) which he probably has to re-tie, I mean, won't it become loose? o.o Or is it sewed on...huh...

Aside from that outfit, what about his second? That gave me lots and lots of brain damage. I swear, no real life person would look that hot in that kind of outfit. You have to agree, if you saw someone in real life with that outfit, you'd probably go 'wtf...' cause it's not everyday you see a 14-17yr old green haired, green eyes, with gravity defying hair and one of those long coat jackets in the middle of downtown...right? Except for cosplayers but the hair don't tend to be that great of gravity defying...and most of the time, the person is actually a girl...boohoo...GETTING OFF TOPIC
Back to the zipper problem, there IS kinda like a zipper but then it kinda ends at that um...just look at the pictures...the white one, mind you. That's the second outfit, and also the one where I took lots and lots of pictures from the anime cause I needed a good reference from his behind LOL...oh and one is cause it's a close up of his face xD. Okay! Since there's now a reference, there's that black part that goes from both his shoulder blades to like the middle of his chest. At the end, there's like a zipper, but then, no zipper from above o.o Also, he's got some cheap pants. Is it me, or are the pants and shoes connected? I think I saw a fan pic of it not but then, I don't remember where I saw it =.=; but that's pretty cheap, you get both the pants and shoes for a price of one lol...though probably pretty uncomfortable to put on lol. Also I noticed how the pants suddenly disappear to the shadows of his weird jacket. Where does it end...or um start? o.o but you get to see some skin of his legs LOL He wears tights, LOL. But it's useful to wear that when you're a martial arts expert...right? o.o Not sure since I don't take martial arts. But if you're a martial arts expert, it'd be pretty cool to wear a jacket where it like flies all over the place when you do anti-defying gravity jumps lol. If that's even possible in real life...going off topic again xD
The only reasonable explanation I can think of is that his clothes are made of seventh fonons as well. lol, seventh fonon clothes covering a seventh fonon body. Then again, when Luke killed all those replicas, they're jumpsuits disappeared too. But Sync's clothes are much more fashionable...in a game/anime/manga way xD Real life is a no-no. But then again, if those weren't seventh fonon jumpsuits, Van would've wasted A LOT of money buying all those jumpsuits...and then they'd all be WASTED!! But I don't think they are created with clothes or they'd kinda cling on the body...and also Luke was created naked right? xD
But then, when Sync...died *tear* his clothes disappeared too, which WOULD make a conclusion that the clothes are made of seventh fonons. But then, how'd he get rid of his first outfit? Did it like...disintegrate and then evolve to Sync Outfit #2? o.o Who knows...

But then Sync's hair...yes the Original Ion had some anti-defying hair, but how DID Sync style his hair to be like that? o.o And can you imagine Sync with Ion's hair? It looks so strange cause then he wouldn't be Sync...cept for his usual scowl on his face. Oh and his clothes. But aside from those, there's nothing right?

Wow, making a blog bout Sync. I could go longer...possibly but then I'd start talking about my OCs xD I'll stop here now.

In other news, got a damn virus. It like shut down my computer at 6:50pm yesterday (I KNEW I didn't press the restart button) and then a damn virus appeared. Seriously, can't on a site, without a page coming up saying something bout not being a good idea going to a site without protection. And there's a link that says 'If you still have to go (not recommended)' I press it, nothing =.=; so gotta refresh the page and hope it doesn't appear again. It works most of the time, but sometimes I gotta refresh like 10 times =.=; That's what's happening now when I'm reading the latest chapter of Vampire Knight (Yuuki's now kinda pissing me off...) But still, virus is gay >3> Hopefully my family friend's father can get rid of it. I've got so many different family friends. One's a doctor, another a computer genius, another a policeman and etc etc. lol. Too bad none of em are an otaku lol.

SO all in all, Sync's outfit is probably made of Seventh Fonons...guess that's it then xDD I think I'm forgetting something...meh

ToA Manga

ok, people SERIOUSLY need to sub the ToA manga. I wanna read it cause since there's no freakin way I'll be able to watch ALL the ToA cutscenes in the game in ENGLISH (it would've been better if they at least dubbed the lil cutscene things too D:). And since the anime doesn't show EVERYTHING it'd be useful to read the manga. Like in the anime, they never brought up the whole thing bout Guy liking Fon Machines. Seriously, everytime they'd bring up Guy and Fon Machines, I'd go all like '...Guy likes Fon Machines? o.o' cause it was never brought up in the anime.
aside from that, just read the Ion Gaiden. OMFG!! SO FRICKIN SAD!! I remember reading bout the original Ion being some mean guy, which now I realize IS true o.o but it's so sad! He did care for Arietta and all and in the end, he cried cause he's all alone and stuff and OMG *cries like crazy*
Aside from that, they should sooooooooooooo make a Sync Gaiden LOL I'd love to see how sad Sync's life was cause I enjoy seeing things I love all sad and stuff (it's a problem) but still T.T
ok, NOW I JUST read the Asch Gaiden. OMFG!! SO FRICKIN SAD!! EVEN MORE TEARS THAN FROM THE ION GAIDEN. Probably cause technically the Original Ion wasn't in the game or anime and etc, but ASCH WAS!! IT JUST MAKES ME LOVE HIM MORE T.T OMFG!! STUPID VAN!! IT'S ALL HIS FRICKIN FAULT!! And Asch should've just ran up there! And he'd have proof he's Luke cause he has his memories still! omg T.T
then again, if it wasn't for Van, well, Guy would still be a noble so he'd never have met Luke. Luke (replica) would never have been created, SYNC would never have been created (T.T) oh an replica Ion and Florian but still...
Van's so frickin evil but without him, the whole story would fall apart right? T.T
okay now Peony Gaiden
so sad also T.T cept I didn't cry...probably cause Asch's made me burst into tears lol
but seriously, Peony loved Nephry but in the end they couldn't be together T.T life is so cruel :(
...but Original Ion and Asch Gaiden is still too sad

ok, I've also been reading a ToA manga that's on Asch instead. Everytime they show the God Generals, Sync gets a giant spot :D :D :D :D :D
Hana Saitō MUST love Sync as well >///< HUZZAH FOR SYNC :D :D :D

aside from ToA, wow, Tales of Vesperia prequel video O.O COOL~!! Heh, Flynn looks like Guy :D YAY!!

well gotta sleep now but WOOOOOO WE MUST LOVE TALES OF THE ABYSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm watching YOU!! *runs off*

Tales of the Abyss fangirl xD

haven't updated for awhile but meh, no one's here anyways xD

I'm been fangirling the 'Tales of' series for quite some time now. Well specifically 'Tales of Symphonia: Dawn of the New World' because of EmilxRatatosk and EmilxRichter (yaoi, I know >.>) you can't blame me though. Emil is SUCH a uke >:O
then after, I fell for the 1st Tales of Symphonia for LloydxKratos (yes incest, but it's not my fault Kratos can't age!!!!) and then GenisxMithos (though not in Lemon. That's just disgusting since Genis is still a kid >.>)
FINALLY I went to Tales of the Abyss because I've always loved Guy, and Sync, and then Guy and Sync together :D :D :D though that'll never happen lolz xD sides, I kinda like GuyxLuke and SyncxIon :3
I'm currently watching the anime because I never took the time to before >.>; though I already know what happens in the end anyways. WHY DID SYNC HAFTA DIE D: D: D: I mean, Dist lived...right? not sure cause I've never actually played the game o.o Yeah, I'm that horrible, but even though it's almost summer (gonna graduate on Wednesday, 2nd last day of school >.>;) I don't have a PS2 cause my bro sold it. If he didn't, I wouldve had Persona 4 to play >3> but I heard from my friend Persona 5 is coming for Wii but not sure.
okay getting off topic, ANYWAYS, I'm thinking of a story that actually has some one-shots because I've got 2 OCs. One is childhood friends with Luke, Guy and Natalia. (she will be called OC1 here) She's a year younger than Luke and when they were kids, they all thought she was a boy (she'll probably have one of those names whereas it can be used for a boy or a girl). They later found out she was a girl when mmmm, maybe when she's 14? But seeing as Guy always hung out with her unknowning about her gender, she's the only girl Guy doesn't have a fear of. Perhaps people will joke about her actually being a guy, but she DOES have a chest >.>
the other OC (OC2) is the girl's replica who was created about half a year after Sync and taken in by Van. She's pretty apathetic but cares about Sync and how he thinks of how his life is garbage and etc.
So the story would be like OC1xGuy and OC2xSync, but the main story will kindof have some the OC1 paired with Sync since *spoiler* the OC1 actually knows of her replica (they can do the talk in the mind thingy, forgot what it's called) and she met Sync before her replica was created. Yeah, confusing cause they don't have names yet xD
Not sure how the story will start but it will be after the part when Sync falls down the...pit fall o.o but comes back because of Van sealing Lorelei and stuff. Later he somehow meets with OC1 and notices her striking resemblance to OC2, and she tags along with Sync to see her replica, because OC2 made Sync promise that he'd come back alive even though he knew he would die, but in the end didn't cause of Van. So he's going back to wherever she is to see her and stuff. And OC1 sometimes wanders off to see Guy and yeah o.o
Confusing yeah >.>
anyways there are pictures at the top :D sketches but w/e lol
first pic shows this whole group pic of the fanfic (darn, I forgot to add Luke and the group >.>) the top left girl is the OC2, below her is Sync (I can't draw him D:) and then the girl to his right is OC1 and behind her is Guy (can't draw him either >.<)
the pic after is OC1 (left) and OC2 (right) okay, I seriously needa give them names >.>
I won't be starting the story until AFTER I finish the anime, and I'll obviously have some plot holes because I didn't play the game =.= hopefully, it won't be too bad >.>
guess that's it then :3

*needa think of something here*,
Elly

huh...

hm, haven't been around here for some time o.o guess I've got nothing to blog about xD then again, this place is like a place where I can talk to myself in like a year when I look back to this :DDD
hm, nothing to say, although I did (finally) make it into a joint art shop (yay!) so now I can disband my failed art shop xD I hope I get into the sketch art shop and maybe an art auction but I shouldn't get my hopes up ^.^" But a sketch art shop is a pretty good place to be an artist, you don't even have do your best cause it's a stinkin sketch!! :'DDD
Guess that's it...OMG TOMORROW'S SUNDAY O.O now, to stalk someone >.>

gaia online shop

i decided to make an art shop with 1 of my best friends Tracy! just made yesterday xD i hope ppl will like our art :3 heres the link to all you ppl not here :D

http://www.gaiaonline.com/forum/art-shops-and-requests/magic-muffin-art-shop-grand-opening-in-in-in-o/t.46951557/

of course im willing to do pics for real money xD

the page looks a lil icky but after a few pics and stuff itll look better ^.^

schooooooooo~~~l

went back to school...on monday >.> been 2 lazy 2 actually update ^.^" made up some new OCs cept pic thing isnt working cause of some 'internal error' or w/e =.= one i made is a princess for the game 'Princess Debut' love that game. cept it's not very popular in either japan or usa/canada. i mean seriously, Tokimeki Memorial is sooooooooooooooooooooooo popular in japan yet they didnt make an english one! yet Princess Debut wich didnt do that great in japan STILL got made into english!! probably cause the main thing in it is dancing, not getting together with someone xD

other than that, other OC is a sadistic killer (now howd i make that up!?). i randomly made her up and now gave her the name 'Smiles' cause she's always smiling (sadistically) and cause in a dream i dreamt of a guy who steals ppl's souls and stuff and i believe his name was 'Smiles'. creepy but w/e xD anyways, this OC enjoys killing and is a freelance killer. she is a master of disguises and usually wears one of those opera smiling masks wen she begins the kill so no1 will know who she really is (which is a normal 13yr old at the beginning of the killing) of course, since she's also a teen, she's got her crushes (xD) but no1 and i mean NO ONE knows of her split sadistic personality...except someone people who want to kill her, but she's usually able 2 kill them :3 sometimes she wont wear her mask in front of ppl she wont kill but has a facial expression (and different eye colors) so they cant figure who she really is.

last one is named 'Bell'. i like her a lot cause of all her bells xD nothing really interesting bout her though o.o hm...